Letters to my Beloved

Hopefully, prayerfully - I earnestly trust in the day to day in my walk with Him in this life.  Never fully understand some days, but on bended knee that things happen as He sees them orchestrated.  Myself taking steps as he sees. I continually pray that you are preparing yourself in the way of the Lords midst and doctrine.  When days are not clear that you don't falter in for submission to the way that He is leading.  May you lean in and trust the path that He has you on.  The journey to the hearts desire. Full of the unimagined, but fully realized even before we have known. I pray that Gods allows for all that He desires for you.  In His will and timing that whenever that is that it is not rushed but taken time to know.  As steps and things are worked according to what He has planned.

When I pray for You I talk to God about you And I ain't even met you yet Everybody's waitin' on you here I can't wait to feel your heart beat When I lay you on my chest I'm already holding back my tears I wanna be the dad that my dad was I hope that I don't mess this whole thing up [Chorus] I pray you love like your momma And you forgive just like she does And when this life knocks you down I hope you get down on your knees Cause that's what I do, that's what I do When I pray for you Oh, and I pray for you [Verse 2] I know you're gonna grow up some day But don't forget to take your time And take the time to call back home It ain't always gonna be easy It ain't always gonna be fair I know you ain't always gonna need me But I promise that I'll always be there [Chorus] I pray you love like your momma And you forgive just like she does And when this life knocks you down I hope you get down on your knees Cause that's what I d...

Hi sweetheart, Waves of doubt have found its way in.  The shakiness of worry of maybe it wont happen to the will to even try and put myself out there.  The fear of rejection/disappointment. Now i realise that in Christ he has my back,  but even though we do live in this world,  the way it can play games,  it does not feel right.  Believe me,  when we do connect it will be as He sees.  My hope is that whomever you are that it won't be out of obligation,  but love and deep connection with each other and God as our center guide. I continually pray that in His time or by His hand that you are preparing as well so He can bring us together and rightly so cherish getting to know each other.

I know,  its been close to 5 months since my last post, yet the grace and hope for you is present daily in my thoughts and handed to Him that know whom you are when when exactly you will enter my life. What I can see is that He is and will do s He promised, when he says it will happen.  My meddling in His affairs,  can distract me from the seasons gifts and continued preparation for His mission in this life. I pray daily for you, that you are loved and cherished by your community.  Its through our trials and journey He's placed ua on that we grow and lean evermore onto Him.  You are what my hearts races for, even though I have yet to meet you.  The gracious and loved child of God.