Letters to my Beloved

When I pray for You I talk to God about you And I ain't even met you yet Everybody's waitin' on you here I can't wait to feel your heart beat When I lay you on my chest I'm already holding back my tears I wanna be the dad that my dad was I hope that I don't mess this whole thing up [Chorus] I pray you love like your momma And you forgive just like she does And when this life knocks you down I hope you get down on your knees Cause that's what I do, that's what I do When I pray for you Oh, and I pray for you [Verse 2] I know you're gonna grow up some day But don't forget to take your time And take the time to call back home It ain't always gonna be easy It ain't always gonna be fair I know you ain't always gonna need me But I promise that I'll always be there [Chorus] I pray you love like your momma And you forgive just like she does And when this life knocks you down I hope you get down on your knees Cause that's what I d...

Hi sweetheart, Waves of doubt have found its way in.  The shakiness of worry of maybe it wont happen to the will to even try and put myself out there.  The fear of rejection/disappointment. Now i realise that in Christ he has my back,  but even though we do live in this world,  the way it can play games,  it does not feel right.  Believe me,  when we do connect it will be as He sees.  My hope is that whomever you are that it won't be out of obligation,  but love and deep connection with each other and God as our center guide. I continually pray that in His time or by His hand that you are preparing as well so He can bring us together and rightly so cherish getting to know each other.

I know,  its been close to 5 months since my last post, yet the grace and hope for you is present daily in my thoughts and handed to Him that know whom you are when when exactly you will enter my life. What I can see is that He is and will do s He promised, when he says it will happen.  My meddling in His affairs,  can distract me from the seasons gifts and continued preparation for His mission in this life. I pray daily for you, that you are loved and cherished by your community.  Its through our trials and journey He's placed ua on that we grow and lean evermore onto Him.  You are what my hearts races for, even though I have yet to meet you.  The gracious and loved child of God.

So,  where do I start?  You are the person that God has desired for me.  To cherish, have, faith, trust, and ultimately love for the rest of my life.  To know you and pray over you, even before I have met you is the greatest gift that the Lord is showing to me at this time.  His grace abounds more and more every day.  I want to let this be a little gift to you and is just one of a hundred ways to show you just how much I love you. Even now,  I can sense the Lord preparing me to be the man, best friend, protector, and helper to stand by your side as we walk through this thing called life together. "Then the LORD God said, “It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him a helper fit for him.” Genesis 2:18